It’s not that I’m too proud to say, “Hey, I’m going through a pretty tough time right now, and it’s a lot, and I could just really use my best friend.”
That’s not it. It’s just that I shouldn’t have to tell you when to care.
You should just always be there for me. I shouldn’t have to ask.
I don’t want to be that girl.
Especially when I’ve been questioning our friendship.
You say things, and you try for a little while…
But I don’t know.
We’re nothing like we used to be.
I feel like you’re a different guy now.
But you were my person. And I used to be able to count on you.
And then you stopped. You stopped being my person.
And I miss you.
But I don’t know if I want you back.
Should I want someone that just leaves me like that?
God, give me the strength to get through this day.
– Prayed by yours truly almost all the time now.“These chicks don’t even know the name of my band, but they’re all on me like they wanna hold hands.”
Listened to ALL the throwbacks on the drive here.








