Or you’re not allowed to love them because you like your friendship and you don’t want to ruin it, so you stay away, inadvertently ruining your friendship, but it sucks because you know that if you don’t keep your distance you will just fall for them all the more and love them much harder than you already do and then it will be even more difficult to lose them because they don’t feel the same way about you and can no longer handle your accidental intensity and unrequited feelings. *finally takes a breath*
Pretty much my new attitude.
something went horribly wrong and dylan sprouse came out looking like a hot teen boy and cole’s crusty ass is out here lookin like a damn founding father of the united states
Funny, because when we hang out, he typically goes “90s Hanson.” lol.
Sorry. I know I haven’t been on lately, or like, at all. I gave up social networks except Facebook for Lent, so there was that.
But I’ve also just not been in the mood for this. Asdfghjkl. Things are not going well, and thus Tumblr is the least of my limited to no interests.
My depression got BAD. So bad in fact, that I have to see a psychiatrist and I got put on not one, but TWO, antidepressants. And then had to have the dosages increased. Shmeh.
I don’t know what I’m doing with it. Now, more than ever.
I feel like I’ve stabbed and gutted so many aspects of it that there’s almost nothing I can do to save any of it.
I’m just going to watch my life die. Great.
I’d self-high five here, but it’s neither the time, nor the place.
“I Think I Am In Friend-Love With You” written by and illustrated by Yumi Sakugawa, published in Sadie Magazine, 2012.
I’m just too quiet sometimes I guess.
I love, love, love this. Someone creeped into my soul late at night, submerged themselves in it, and came out needing to get this down. And they did. And I love it. And yes. But I’m open to moving past platonic. Because maybe it wouldn’t be so weird. But if I said that upfront. Well then maybe I’d scare you away from my friend love. And it would never have a chance to evolve into more.
Via life. my life.
Cristina Yang knows what’s up.